Oh where oh where did my motivation go?
Do you ever get to the point where you feel like you have so much to do (even when you don’t necessarily) that your motivation just decides to take an impromptu mental health day and leaves you lying in bed without warning lacking the motivation to even put on your socks?
I do. More frequently than I would like.
It’s not that I don’t enjoy uni work, or that I’m too stressed, or anything else even remotely similar. I just literally don’t have any motivation to do it.
It’s not about deadlines, or lack of deadlines, or mood, or anything that can be used to even somewhat justify a lack of motivation.
It’s just gone.
And I’m not sure where to find it again.
Hopefully it will come back, but until then let’s be honest I’ll be in bed watching netflix, wandering around Edinburgh, and online browsing for potential future purchases (often a LONG way in the future).